I was alone and did nothing and it was just depressing. This year, I was invited to spend it with my best pal and his family, but decided not to go, as I am just getting through a big psychotic episode, Didn't want to start freaking out in a room full of people who don't know me well.

This year, I decided to have a Thanksgiving for me. So, I am cooking cranberry sauce from scratch, baking yeast rolls, making a sweet potato dish and roasted vegetables with rosemary, and also doing a turkey tenderloin with a bunch of herbs. I made an apple tart last night that turned out pretty well, for me.

I will go for a bike ride in 30 minutes, all bundled up as it is 36F and very windy. I will watch some football later. Maybe go for a walk around my neighborhood if it doesn't rain or snow.

I am not depressed about being alone this year. I made plans for myself. It's fine.