okay, thanks for telling me all that, it helps a little.

first, i'm a bit unclear on who decided therapy wouldn't work for you...though that's not really my business. i just hope you do realise that you are entitled to change your mind at any time and you can get a second opinion at any time? also therapy does not HAVE to include CBT...just incase you were given the impression it does.

also, as you're still in school...maybe you have a school counsellor you could talk to?

and have you got....or thought about asking for...a home-help for your mum? or once a month weekend respite care?

PLEASE forgive me if you feel these suggestions are inappropriate or unsuitable for you and your mum's situation but...well, like i said already...i don't know you and i'm just trying to help and support you.

and please...DO keep posting until you feel better, it does help.



p.s. you didn't say when you're seeing the doctor but i assume it's after school?