Anxious? Yeah I suppose I get anxious but it is more of a fun challenge for me than having a panic attack. I respond to emergencies at my current job and I feel so alive when I get an alert on my work pager.

Sad? I just broke a three year relationship and I haven't felt sad. I have memories of good times that I cherish but I don't feel sad.

I think something that really gets me off more than anything is tension. I was watching a movie yesterday with a shootout scene and I felt overwhelmed with a rush that I can't really explain. I produced an entire album of music inspired by tension I created.