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Originally Posted by hopealwayz
I don’t do anything intentionally. Only my T knows the details of what I struggle with.
I already struggle with believing everyone would be better off if I died.
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No one would be better off if you died. We don't want you to die. In fact, we would be very very upset if that happened to you.
I know that you said that many members of your family have died. But, I am sure that your brother and sister love you and appreciate what you do for them.They may just not know how to express it because of their disability. But they need and love you too.
And I am sure that your therapist does not feel that way either. He wants what is best for you and for you to be happy. I am sure that he hates to see you struggle like this.
I know it is hard to just totally focus on therapy and not on what is happening to him. I get how hard it is. But, you have come a long way. Please don't give up.