Sooo I way overate in calories and carbs yesterday bc of thanksgiving even though I was going to try not to. I’m very frustrated because even though I shouldn’t have I weighed myself today and I’m up 1.2 pounds. I’m hoping it’s just water weight. But I was so good with calories and carbs for the past two weeks, how could I not have lost any weight at all? Why is it so impossible for me? I mean I’ve been staying around 1300 calories for two weeks, under 120 carbs evert day, and nothing. This is why I give up. And as soon as I give up, I gain five pounds again. Seems gaining weight is no issue.

I feel a little sick today, a bit like I’m coming down with a cold. Sore throat, headache, exhausted, that kind of thing. My son really wants to put up the Christmas tree and play the game of life but I don’t want to. But I promised him I would. So I will. I just need to lay down for awhile first.