Had a good Thanksgiving with my friend.

I've been drawing a lot lately, so that's good.

Struggling in the evenings with agitation and sui thoughts, but otherwise I've been doing well. Have been super tired though, I slept nearly around the clock today.

Tomorrow I'm going to a free community brunch and then to have coffee with my sister, which I'm really looking forward to.

I'm trying to get the agitation and sui thoughts in check. It used to go away because I would just pray and leave things to God but I have been struggling with my faith lately. I want it though, I want to be able to do that again and feel that peace. I want to feel excited by life again