It's confirmed. She's missing our session tomorrow And I just realized that I actually go on college campus on Monday for disabled student services. I haven't been on campus in 15+ years. And it looks like my H starts a part time job on Monday, so he can't take me. No L, no H... I'm besides myself.

L offered to call me tomorrow. I didn't really respond. I don't know how to respond. I'm so hurt! I know this was beyond her control, but it hurts. I haven't emailed her all week, trying to be good and patient and wait for my session tomorrow. Now that I've been dealing with all of this myself, she's not going to be there. I just told her to do whatever she wants.