Spent most of the night in flintstones bed again. I tried to force myself to just relax and empty my mind. Did get up around 4am for an hour or so. When I went back to bed I was so tired I was able to do the mindless thing.


I must have slept for an hour or two cause I had a dream. Two old men, one straight one gay both artists collaborated on a political panting. Full of intrigue and a murder of a meddling woman. Rump was in it too and trying desperately to outshine a famous popular orange cat that the democratic convention was using for politics. The two old guys had a falling out and a woman was murdered. Very complex dream. Saw the paintings the two guys did they were striking. The straight old man told the gay one that he liked swirls in his pictures.


I'm still exhausted but my eyes feel better for having some sleep and for keeping my eyes closed most of the night. I hate these bouts of insomnia I'm too tired to do anything or think straight