I lost my whole post somehow and have to retype it.


Yesterday, I forgot it was my husband's birthday until he reminded me at 11 am. I had known his birthday was coming up, and bought him a card and gift (which was at home, not in Florida), but day of (when we were flying home) it slipped my mind. I accidentally took my morning meds twice yesterday, as well. Or maybe it was the day before. I don't think that played a part.


Today I feel very down in mood and my nose is running to an extreme. I started to cry at the grocery store because they didn't have a pint of heavy cream I wanted to make creme brulee as a belated birthday dessert for hubby. Hubby hugged me knowing I felt guilty. Then I felt I would vomit.


Before the grocery store today, we went to a shop to return a few things. As part of the return, I had to print and sign my name on a receipt. Next to "Customer Name:" I wrote "Customer Name" instead of my actual name. Not deliberately, but by accident. My head is somewhere other than on earth.