Hugs @SlumberKitty i'm very glad you are here hugs. I would tell your t and your pastor t it is important that they take you seriously. It's something that they have to not take lightly. I myself have been there and my new t wants me to tell her even if i have thoughts. I too am concerned your t is not taking this very seriously. I am glad you feel better and I hope your t can help you come up with a crisis plane. Hugs