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Originally Posted by Lonelyinmyheart
I really worry about doing the same thing. Glad your T took it well, but can totally understand the need to text him deliberately now. It's so hard isn't it. What are you really looking for? Do you want to go back and see him? Is he the T who was attracted to you as well?
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Yes, it's that T. I'm looking for cuddly sweetness and a bit more, sometimes fantasies are relationship-like, so I would want to see him outside a therapy context. I would go back to a therapy session mostly to see him and to feel happy about that, rather than wanting more therapy with him.
I deleted his phone number to save myself from the madness, and then obviously wanted to re-enter it in my phone, only to find out he has removed his number from his website! Then I realised it's still in an e-mail. What madness, can it please stop, or not because it's nice too
Don't think it really has a very bad side to it atm, it just feels nice to think about him.
How about you now, LIMH? Thanks for replying, it really helps.