Thank you dear Christina. That is some very attainable advice, to take a baby step, try a little bit, a single step in the right direction, and then bit by bit you will make progress. It reminds me of a song from an old children's Christmas movie about Bumble, the Abominable Snowman, and the song was, "Put one foot in front of the other, and soon you'll be walking out the door!" Yes, I should not give in or give up entirely, I'll try to think of a tiny change I can make!