Thanks @WantPeaceofMind I did manage to make soem positive changes and then my sister got extremely toxic last night and today so today was a pretty bad day. I need to get out of this situation. I keep trying to find new jobs and I can't find a way out. Every time my sister goes out, I just wish she would get into an accident and die. Why is it only people you like who die? The bad ones seem to live forever even when they are prone to risky behavior and eat a horrible diet of bacon and fried foods? Sorry, I'm having a very depressing day and I haven't had time to eat anything other than peanut butter.

Are things still bad with your parents?