Saturday night no sleep and last night was the mindless rest which helps but doesn't replace sleep. So today I got the Ambien. It's been a while so I hope it works again.


I know I said I was going to talk to my doctor about something different but I got sidetracked with all his questions about my other symptoms and forgot.


I'm so irritated. Amazing mum puts up with me, but mostly she just avoids me. I try to handle the irritatableness but I'm so short on sleep that it comes out sideways.


I'm almost odd in my thoughts I get stuck on one thing for hours. Last night I watched law and order episode before bed and kept replaying it over and over. It was so hard to get to the mindless place. I persicuted and finally did. Oh I so hope the meds work