i have feeling something is wrong with me, but i don’t know what. so far my experiences have led me to think i have
anxiety
depression
cyclothymic disorder
maladaptive daydreaming

i am constantly overthinking about everything i literally live in my mind and it’s starting to irritate me. i have mood swings that are onset sometimes by nothing or by my overthinking or by someone who got me angry. there was one instance where something in my mind decided i was going to be sad and irritated before i got in my house to see my parents. no i’m not schizophrenic i don’t hear voices or anything it was just that time. i tend to daydream like there no tomorrow. my daydreams last from seconds to minutes i’ve never daydream longer then 10mins. i have a phobia of bugs and spiders and when i encounter them i start to spasm and twitch but i don’t have tourette’s . this twitching only happens when i’m fearful or again when i’m overthinking or daydreaming about a scary situation like bugs or even a death of a close family member. last night i had a breakdown because my dad refused to let me get a job. i know it seems petty but the fact that they looked at MY application and choose me for an interview made me feel wanted for once especially since i have applied to like 10 other places and none of them responded. but i had a breakdown while i was eating cereal which i threw up and my mom tried to comfort me and pushed her away and yelled at her and i knew i should have texted her i’m sorry but something told me no to. and then i started sobbing and i couldn’t breathe and i started hitting myself. i had a feeling of loneliness come over me which i feel all the time and then i have these headaches that’s have been going on for months now i would get a headaches at least every day and it been this away since january 2019 and it’s december now and they still happen i feel this stress on me and my head and its driving me crazy where i want go just run away or maybe i am just crazy somebody pleas help me