I am sorry about all you have been through Open Eyes. I just said a prayer for you.

I believe we were placed in our family of origin for a reason. I believe that we are challenged to help us grow.

In my case, I think I had to go through a dark period in order to be humbled and learn to trust more in the divine.

Once this sad chapter of your life is over, you will go on to better things. Your parents spirits will be there to watch over you. Try not be afraid. Your kindness in this life means that good karma is on your side. I truly believe the angels see and will watch over you.

Abraham Hicks - How To Soothe Yourself In A Time Of Stress