Also I weigh almost 20 lbs more than I did when I started residency. A lot of that has to do with the psych meds I'm on -- they changed during my intern year -- but also I am always stressed out and eat like total crap. I don't know how to change my eating habits. I guess I should try WW or something. But eating is better than SH or drinking or some of the other stuff I end up wanting to do when I feel awful, so on the one hand it's like a harm reduction thing... God, I hate this.