"I'm a disgrace, I can't be save. I try new things but I can't change. I pray for forgiveness for my ways...."

I must be no good. It has to be the reason.

"Tell me that you love me, show me that you care. I'll be down in hell no one will ever find me there."

They try to help. Try and try. They try, but they try in all the ways than are fed from ignorance. Ignorance to no fault of their own, of course. I'm not talking. It's my fault.