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I just had an epiphany. Perhaps if I take klonopin when I am feeling particularly anxious during this journey of quitting smoking I might be able to handle it better. I have some for the jaw twitching that I have. I have 90 days worth. I wonder if it would help along with using sugar free hard candy to keep my mouth busy. I hope so! I’m going to try it. I don’t think I’ll get addicted to klonopin after just 90 days. I’ve taken it for longer than that before.
I say this bc I broke down and bought another pack of cigs today. I DON’t WANT TO SMOKE. I need to stop! I don’t want to smell like smoke I don’t want to taste smoke I don’t anything to do with smoking. But my willpower just isn’t there.
I’m going to try so hard. I’ve GOT to quit!
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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