I did it. I told someone IRL (via text) that I had tried to commit sui. She took it well, though she said I needed to tell my parents. Ugh. I don't think so. I mean, I probably should, I just don't want to hurt them. And even though my Mom has bipolar depression, she does not understand my depression or SH. She really doesn't understand her's either but her's responds well to meds whereas mine doesn't. But I did it. I told someone. Someone I know IRL. I feel a little relieved now. HUGS Kit