T,

If I were truly honest with you and pdoc, I'm sure I'd be in the hospital right now. I hate that it feels like a go to solution for everyone.."If you want to hurt yourself or feel you can't be safe, go to the hospital." That's not a solution for me when H is the only one working, we don't have anyone to watch the kids if I went in, and we can't afford to lose the money. So then my solution is just to shut up about how badly I'm hurting right now. How the heck do people do this? I hate feeling this way.