Oh wow! Boy do I know how you feel. I live alone and don't have much social interaction. Sometimes I cry because I loathe people and want to be by myself and other times I'm so lonely I would give anything to talk to someone. But I haven't solved the mystery. I know I should not isolate myself and should get out and meet others, but part of my can't stand people anymore; attitudes, moods, actions, etc... I feel like I'm stuck in a rut and can't progress. I don't know what the right answer is but I myself pray everyday and try to do my best.