Slept from 730 PM to around 1030 PM or so. No naps yesterday. Just saw the NP and seeing the doc in another week. I really don't know what can be done for me. I guess I just have to accept that I can't sleep anymore. As mentioned by Scooter above, even when I am exhausted, I can't sleep. Oh well.

At least I am not psychotic or manic at the moment. That is good.

Getting ready to order a bunch of stuff and spend what for me is a lot of money (around $600 or so) on myself for Christmas. My 'partner' and I are not really together right now, so there won't be any gift exchange there. Anyhow, trying to be cheerful even though things are not great on the home front. Prayers and hugs for everyone struggling.