yes/ no.

on days like today, I am alone, but I'm okay with it. I don't want to be with anyone all the time and have my life revolve around them (it is also why I'm not in a relationship, I don't want that level of interaction)

when it really hits home though is christmas, birthdays, that kind of thing

no family, no friends, so I'm basically celebrating this stuff on my own.

and that's when it sucks

I mean you think of christmas as a time to get together with friends and family, people you've not seen for a long time, I won't be doing any of that

I'll be sat at home, probably overeating, looking at an overly decorated tree