Agree with what the other user said.

For the meantime, you can always call a suicide hotline. Yes im aware you're not actively suicidal, but from what i've gathered, many that call the suicide hotline just talk about their general problems. So I believe someone calling to talk about suicidal ideations would be of no trouble. I am not completely sure if this applies to all suicide hotlines, just basing it off what i've read from former workers in a suicide hotline.

Furthermore, if you can't find what you're looking for here, you can try to find other sites, but of course, better to find support in more than one site. There's one I know, a subreddit called suicidewatch