I feel really stupid about this, but my therapist and I had agreed to mark my session tomorrow because it is our three year point of working together. I am really anxious about the prospect of her having forgotten, or not done anything to mark it. I have written a card for her and have a tiny but meaningful gift. I will be upset if she doesn't mark it. I wish I had not agreed to acknowledging it really. Urgh. I am not usually this exposed, this feels horrid.