yeah i guess thats true also

but i just i dont know
things keep happening you know
its hard to keep feeling positive
i guess

we cant go out without trusted adult cause these *&$^$##$# friends of my dad are still out there somewhere
Know where we live

and its gonna be frickin two years of chemo..
i just hate seeing him hurt and nothing i can do about it...
i just i dont know im having such a hard time staying positive, being there for him, kick myself out of bed every day etc i dunno
I guess im just feeling sorry for myself