So, I spent 8 days in the hospital to find out I have Multiple Sclerosis on top of depression. I think all the negativity in my life is manifesting itself in illness. It is time for me to change my life for the better and stop living my life in conformity with everyone else's desires (employer, mother, etc). Problem is, I don't know how to make that happen. "Leap of faith" - but, where do I leap?
I'm not having a good day and am bummed out about my life's choices - obviously I haven't made good ones.
I don't know what to do to help myself.