I tried too, I did my very best to get that Former Friend of Mine to talk to me, anything would have been better than a cold abandonment. It saddened me tremendously that she never acknowledged my attempts to communicate, and 2 months after my saying "goodbye", I still feel the unbelievable sense of loss and grief. I miss her a lot. But, knowing that it's not on her heart or in her mind to try to fix things is what cuts me like a knife.

Why and how could I even want a friend like that?

Each day gets a little better, but it's not easy because I see her around from time to time. I wish like crazy that I didn't care so much about that person, but I do.

Time is going to help you get past this, and me to get past my loss. I'm doing my best to be thankful for the times we shared and to remember that there are still friends out there.