I told one of my best friends about my recent sui attempt in person yesterday at Starbucks. She was not particularly surprised. She knew I had been struggling a lot lately. But she also said that I made her sad. I apologized. I know I messed up and hurt people that I didn't want to hurt. Which is why I still haven't told my parents. Then I got to give her her Christmas present. Disney princess socks and a scarf (not a princess scarf--a leaf green one with cream color design) she loved it.