Ya,she is admitting after I have suffered intensely all these years .Actually the new info is very triggering. All that I know and gone through is already resulted in a lot of damage for me physically, emotionally and psychologically. May be it makes her better by getting rid of those secrets.It is burdensome to me. Simple things like how my new pencil is becoming short day by day,when I am not using it.I remember my mom punishing me because all three of us got new ones the same day,theirs still long and mine is all used up.She told in a humorous tone ,how she used to sharpen it a lot and put it back in my box until it became very small.Things like that.And mom needed a small issue to rage and beat.