Glad you told your T. I like the idea of a safety plan. I also liked her explanation that the hospital would give you time for your feelings to change.

My T had a similar reaction when we were talking about sui.
She teared up. It startled me. I didn’t expect that. Sometimes I’m so obtuse.

Then I thought to ask her if she had ever lost any clients to sui.
She sadly nodded.

I don’t know if she was telling the truth or not. She knows I’m attached to her....and I suspect she was using that. I guess if T’s are fighting for our lives they might pull out every maneuver they know.

But I’m guessing she was being sincere because i think it would be difficult to whip up some tears that quickly unless she was really sad.