Oh ((Blanche)), sorry the apartment was such a disappointment. Doesn't sound at all like anything that can provide you with a "safe" little haven for yourself.

Have you looked to see if anyone might be looking for a house sitter? Sometimes people need someone to just live in their home while they are away for an extended period of time. And if you don't mind animals sometimes people take extrended trips, even travel for business alot and need someone to stay in their home and feed and care for their pets too. Actually, one place you may want to try is to stop and chat is at realtor's offices as they often know people that may have something they may rent out cheap if they find the right person they can feel safe about. Just thinking, nothing ventured nothing gained.