Glad you took the risk to tell T.
She didn't intend to make you feel guilty or like a horrible person. To hear a client (or anyone one has a relationship with, really) tried an attempt, is both shocking and upsetting. I see her reaction as showing someone who cares about you and how your action can impact others.
Great that she is working out a plan to keep you safe.
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I didn't tell her that I am still having suicidal thoughts.
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I would tell and be honest with her. How can she help if you don't share these thoughts and feelings, whenever and however they come up.