☡☡ possible trigger warning ☡☡

Just found out that yesterday a UPS courier was taken hostage and killed. I keep thinking why did it have to be him? Why couldn't it be me? I live in a city with a high crime rate. I am a courier for a major company like him. Why couldn't someone do this to me? My company pays out a lot of money if you are accidentally killed on the job. That would take care of my wife.