Oh Kit I'm sorry you felt so bad that you attempted Sui. You were brave to be honest with T about it. I have to admit I'm not sure of her approach because it sounds like she was focussed on her feelings rather than yours and then telling you what you should and shouldn't do...but who knows maybe it's what you need to hear? It's easy to say a T should be more professional and not go into their feelings but sometimes maybe you need to see and feel their honest emotional reaction. It depends very much on the t relationship. It's not good if it makes you scared to be honest with her in future so if that's the case maybe try and tell her how this has made you feel? It DOES sound like she has a clear plan of action in mind so if this helps you feel supported by her then great, if not maybe try look at why.

Please take care...you're valued here, you would be missed so much.