Bpcyclist yeah I still have them all the f. time.. for all of this years I'm not going anywhere besides doctor appointments.. used to go at least few steps from the door when I had my beloved dog.. but since he passed away 23th November.. I've been outside only twice because horrible tooth pain made me go to the dentist.. besides that I struggle with even going to the kitchen.. tried different meds, psychotherapy, been 6 months in mental hospital, been to different psychiatists and heard so many different diagnosis.. lost the best years of my freaking life, now lost my dog.. gosh it's all pointless I don't know why I even though about this job when getting up from a bed is my the biggest achievement..
Yeah. I like video games with good story.. when my character in game sees the world, makes friends, has many amazing adventures, it's the only time I feel alive because I missed stuff like that in real life.. how pathetic is that?..

Luvyrself I don't think there's enough stuff I could put in two columns.. and that big, 10 years gap.. my CV basically ends around 2010.. somehow I went to interview once in 2012, and already been asked a looot why I did nothing in this 2 years..
I don't know, need a job because I can't afford food and my body is so thin that it hurts but I shouldn't put it in cover letter huh... and to be honest I don't see myself in this kind of job or any other.. so dunno what to write.. 'i would be good at it cause I have no skills but would be good because of reasons'?.. I don't know, I'm too old to achieve things I wanted anyway and have no reason to live, this idea with trying to apply for a job feels so stupid for me right now.. dunno why I even made this topic..