I am so exhausted. I was falling asleep at work again today. I don’t know why it’s so easy for everyone else to stay awake but for me it’s like snooze city. I’ve tried coffee and it doesn’t help. I don’t know what else to do.
I went way over on carbs yesterday and today because I was frustrated that I haven’t lost any weight. I am paying for it. It seems that the overload of carbs aggravated whatever painful stomach condition I have. I’m having burning pain in my usual spot (right below my ribs on the right). When I was eating less carbs it didn’t seem to be a problem. So just another reason to keep them low regardless of whether I lose weight or not.
I have been two days cigarette free. I decided to get some gum even though I don’t particularly like gum. It helps a lot. That along with klonopin as needed has helped. Two days cigarette free.
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Of course it is happening inside your head. But why on earth should that mean that it is not real?
-Albus Dumbledore
That’s life. If nothing else, that is life. It’s real. Sometimes it
f—-ing hurts. But it’s sort of all we have.
-Garden State
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