@yellow_fleurs: Thanks for the support! I'm sure you are right and glad you have recovered from anorexia and bingeing. I'm not sure what the future holds for me at the moment. I've been trying with Overeaters Anonymous (OA) for three months now. I don't think they can help me.

In other news, a box of memorabilia from my youth arrived today in the mail from my sister. The first thing i saw was my baby picture. I thought: What is ahead for you but heartbreak and mental illness?