You seemed taken aback that I don't think you are nice all the time. Seemed like you had some black and white thinking going on there too when you asked me what you've said that was mean. Just because someone's not being nice doesn't mean they are being mean. Like I told you, I don't see niceness as the default state.

I didn't mean to hurt your feelings, though. I don't see it as a criticism that niceness isn't the first thing I think of when I think of you. I think niceness is overrated, anyway.

Also, I don't know why I almost started crying at that one thing. I felt stupid and weirdly sentimental or something. I hadn't known I felt like that and it was upsetting.

Also I can't believe you won't see me the first day you come back to work after your Christmas vacation. I should get first dibs on all appointment times because I'm selfish and idgaf about other clients.