I'm starting to think I have some kind of obsessive disorder. All day long I think about this one cute skater. I check his website -- I'm not kidding -- at least 50 times per day. I met him in person recently and have been trying to have him contact me. I've sent him a few e-mails but I don't even know if he reads/gets them. I had some lady on a message board give him a message that I'd like him to contact me, blah, blah, where we met and all that and she delivered it to him, but he really didn't seem to remember me and just said something like, 'Oh, okay" after she gave him my message.

All I do is think about this guy. HE's only 20 and I'm twice his age! I don't know how to stop this.

Before him, I would surf various message boards all day long and my husband would get mad at me. Now that I've met this skater in person, he is so beautiful and nice, too, I can't get him off my mind. I really don't know what I want him to do besides contact me, but then where do I go from there. It's really a crazy feeling. I have had virtually no appetite since my obsession with him over the last 3 weeks or so have lost 6 pounds already and am determined to get into shape and have been exercising for an horu every day.

Is this OCD? If so, what do I do next. If not, what the heck is it.

Thanks