I feel I really need to scream for the first time in my life
I can't believe what happened

Sorry I see a psychoterapist but she wasn't helpful honestly
That's the truth
I wish there were someone with me, to talk to
She saw I was obsessed with a person and changed topic
And I understand it, but for me it was a painful unsolved issue

I can't believe what I lost and how it did happened

Sorry I really have no escape anymore
For the first time in my life, this year i've been feeling like this
I crazy over

And the person i've been thinking to the whole time and criyng for doesn't know because the only occasion I had was in june

I've never been like this in my life before this year. i wasn't and obsessive person