I am happy for a kid free night tonight. He is going to my mom’s house for the night. We were supposed to go to the large botanical garden for their Christmas show but it is mostly outdoors and it’s going to be super cold. So we decided not to go. We are going to see a movie instead. I heard knives out is pretty good. We will likely see that. We will have dinner too but I’m not sure where. Uno Chicago pizzeria and grill is right by the movie theater. We might go there.

Before we do all that we are going to go Christmas shopping at target because I can use my target credit card. The balance on the card isn’t too high.

I just know I won’t have much for Christmas. I had to miss 1.5 days of work and I don’t have any PTO saved up yet since I’ve only been there three weeks. So my paycheck won’t be a lot. And I have to pay all my middle of the month bills. Don’t you wish you could just not pay bills in December? It would be nice lol. I drained my savings because I didn’t work for a month between jobs. I only have $500 left and I may have to take that out too. My gpa’s 88th birthday is dec 14. But I’m only going to get him slipper or pj’s, he’s in a nursing home so he really can’t have treats or anything.

Sigh. I don’t want to ask my gma for more money. I hate asking her for money.