Thank you
I used to be a different person just two years ago
I did volunteeer in my life
It's good if you can keep up

I fint absurd being here on the end of this year crying again with posts
I'm helpless and i feel like killed a child ruining the life of another person just in the stupidest way. I didn't even know what psychosis was before this summer
I lost my love but i'm also undone and unspoken even if i had the chance to speak up. I messed up
I'm not asking for help just spreading message to the universe. Thankfully what happened to me is so twisted that nobody could even imagine it

Sorry I will delete this
I use to be way more balanced