It honestly doesn't Matter, most people disagree or they are unable to understand because it's in our nature to matter. some people it would rock their very foundation to have that doubt that they matter and yet I am aware there's many like me who feel they don't matter.

I give to the point that I feel used, and when forcing myself to give more when used as suggested by professionals at times, it clear that they dont unfortunately.

So sorry for the space. No need to reply because I am deleting the original post