DID isn't a hurry up rush integrate process. There is a lot of trauma to process and trauma can never be rushed through. It seems curious to me that you want hurry up and done DID. I had DID. I am successfully integrated. Hurry up and done would have killed me. Are you asking your therapist to replicate a trauma in some way? Your request for hurry up with DID is not in keeping with how the disorder is treated. You may want to talk to your therapist about why rushing is your goal and not solid recovery.