Thanks for the kind words and the acceptance. This is my first relationship , so I'm still a little spun up right now.

I've been to one counseling session . I told about my relationship from start to finish . That's when the counselor told me about narcissists and how I was a victim of abuse. I didn't even think of it as abuse until then... I just thought I had a crazy gf. When I'm late to work and my coworkers are like "Hey Mike! You're alive!!" ... yeah there's abuse going on . I just refused to acknowledge it . Definitely a lesson learned.... just very very painful one .