peacheykeen, I have struggled with anorexia and bulimia since I was a teen. I understand the struggle and the feelings that go along with binging....the horrible guilt and the stomach aches. I have maintained a steady weight for some time now and I feel like things are somewhat under control--except for some unhealthy calorie restricting. But, that is complicated by the meds I am taking. Thanks for taking a risk and reaching out here. Sharing your story is a positive step in the right direction. I am glad you decided to join our community.