um.... *gulp*. my first thought is No-i can't share it. but maybe if i do i can gain some perspective on it?

(knees rattling, hands shaking).... ok so as a kid i always fantisized every night as i fell asleep that instead of living at home, i lived in a hospital. all us kids were permanent members and had little houses and drove around in those little power wheel cars =) naturally, i was the "ring leader" and was looked up to by the other kids and respected. even though i got into trouble, really i could do no wrong.

these days that fantasy has since changed (and of course for the past several decade or more) into being that i SIed really badly and was placed IP. but am really mistreated there because my wild alter comes out (who really is animalistic and fights ppl - old t called her "little feral wolf pup). and that t finally comes to check on me and finds me in a horrible state; restrained to the bed due to hissing and fighting, lashing out at ppl, biting and scratching. and t rescues me from there; demands that i be released from the restraints and stays with me until i am me again, then demands my release from there and takes me away....
i have envisioned this with my past 3 t's....and it is nothing romantic or anything like that and i can't come up with what happens after my release.