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Oh my God.
Please, please: go easy on yourself. You have just been the victim of a shattering crime. How were you to sell the laptop if you didn't meet the guy? You did well by meeting in a public place; you did not do anything wrong! I don't care what the cops said...you were not at fault for anything that happened. There's no "blame the victim" crap allowed, you know?
Same thing with freezing. The person pulled a gun and pointed it at you. Who wouldn't freeze?!!!
I absolutely know how it feels to be told by the universe to eff off - at least, to believe that's what the universe is telling you. But, no...just plain no. You've just been through a devastating experience, on top of immense life stress.
You are almost surely in shock at this time. You feel like all is lost - but it isn't. Breathe.
It sounds like you're pretty close to your family?
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